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The Story Of My Life, Part 5

From: The Story Of My Life Series
Creator: Helen Keller (author)
Date: August 1902
Publication: The Ladies' Home Journal
Source: Available at selected libraries

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Thus my ideas of college have changed a good deal since I entered Radcliffe. While my college days were still in the future they were encircled with a halo of romance which they have lost; but in the transition from the romantic to the actual I have learned many things I should never have known had I not tried the experiment. One of them is the precious science of patience, which teaches us that we should take our education as we would take a walk in the country, leisurely, our minds hospitably open to impressions of every sort. Such knowledge floods the soul unseen with a soundless tidal wave of deepening thought. Some one has said, "Knowledge is power." I say knowledge is happiness, because to have knowledge, broad, deep knowledge, is to know true ends from false and lofty things from low. To know the thoughts and deeds that have marked man's progress is to feel the great heart-throbs of humanity through the centuries; and if one does not feel in these pulsations a heavenward striving, one must indeed be deaf to the wonderful harmonies of life.

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Feeding Hungry Finger-Tips with Books

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IN SKETCHING the events of my life I have shown how much I have depended on books not only for pleasure and for the wisdom which they bring to everybody who reads, but also for that knowledge of the world which comes to others through their eyes and their ears. Hardly a paragraph that I have written is without some reference to what I was reading. Books have meant so much more in my life than in the lives of others that I shall speak of my reading at some length, even though it takes me back again to the early years, the story of which I have already told.

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I read my first connected story in May, I887, when I was seven years old, and from that day to this I have devoured everything in the shape of a printed page that has come within the reach of my hungry finger-tips. As I have said, I did not study regularly during the early years of my education; nor did I read according to rule.

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At first I had only a few books in raised print -- "Readers" for beginners, a collection of stories for children, and a book about the earth called "Our World." I think that was all; but I read them over and over, until the words were so worn and pressed I could scarcely make them out. Sometimes my teacher would read to me, spelling into my hand little stories and poems that she knew I should understand; but I preferred reading myself to being read to, because I liked to read again and again the things that pleased me.

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It was during my first visit to Boston that I really began to read in good earnest. I was permitted to spend part of each day in the Institution library, and to wander from bookcase to bookcase and read whatever my fingers lighted upon. And read I did, whether I understood one word in ten or two words on a page! The words themselves fascinated me; but I took no conscious account of what I read. My mind must, however, have been very impressionable at that period, for it retained many words and whole sentences to the meaning of which I had not the faintest clew; and afterward, when I began to talk and write, these words and sentences would flash out quite naturally, so that my friends wondered at the richness of my vocabulary. I must have read parts of many books (in those early days I think I never read any one book through) and a great deal of poetry in this uncomprehending way until I discovered "Little Lord Fauntleroy," which was the first book of any consequence I read understandingly.

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Fascinated by "Little Lord Fauntleroy"

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ONE day my teacher found me in a corner of the library poring over the pages of "The Scarlet Letter." I was then about eight years old. I remember she asked me if I liked little Pearl, and explained some of the words that had puzzled me. Then she told me that she had a beautiful story about a little boy which she was sure I should like better than "The Scarlet Letter." The name of the story was "Little Lord Fauntleroy," and she promised to read it to me the following summer. But we did not begin the story until August; the first few weeks of my stay at the seashore were so full of discoveries and excitement that I forgot the very existence of books. Then my teacher went to visit some friends in Boston, leaving me for a short time.

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When she returned, almost the first thing we did was to begin the story of "Little Lord Fauntleroy." I recall distinctly the time and the place where we read the first chapters of that fascinating child's story. It was a warm afternoon in August. We were sitting together in a hammock which swung from two solemn pines at a short distance from the house. We had hurried through the dishwashing after luncheon in order that we might have as long an afternoon as possible for the story. As we hastened through the long grass toward the hammock, the grasshoppers swarmed about us and fastened themselves on our clothes, and I remember that my teacher insisted upon picking them all off before we sat down, which seemed to me an unnecessary waste of time. The hammock was covered with pine-needles, for it had not been used while my teacher was away. The warm sun shone on the pine trees and drew out all their balmy fragrance. The air was delicious, with a tang of the sea in it. Before we began the story Miss Sullivan explained to me the things that she knew I should not understand, and as we read on she explained the unfamiliar words. At first there were many words I did not know, and the reading was constantly interrupted; but as soon as I thoroughly comprehended the situation I became too eagerly absorbed in the story to notice mere words, and I am afraid I listened impatiently to the explanations that Miss Sullivan felt to be necessary. When her fingers were too tired to spell another word I had for the first time a keen sense of my deprivations. I took the book in my hands and tried to feel the letters with an intensity of longing that I can never forget.

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